I think of her smile and I am smitten. I think of her eyes and I am hyptonised.
I probably should see a doctor to get my mind fixed. or probably see another girl, to get my heart fixed.
Life without her, seems so meaningless.
Everybody goes through existential crisis once in their life, I seem to be struck with it forever. My escapism and meaning to life, has abandoned me. She does not love me. With her no, everything else in life has been reduced to meaningless and lifeless travesty.
I guess I will survive, but I guess I will never live